Letters Not to be Sent:- Letter one

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Over the past few months, when I’ve wanted to let something out, I’ve decided to jot all my thoughts out into a letter but not send it. I’ve decided to post them here, but I will keep the people who I’m not sending them to anonymous. So this is letter one…

Dear You,

D’you remember when we used to be like brother and sister? How we used to be there for each other? The days when you promised to be there for me like I was for you? Well, what do you know? Those days are gone. I thought we were going to be there for one another no matter what, but I was clearly wrong there, wasn’t I?

At first, I was upset. Really upset. I just blamed myself and I felt like everything in life that went wrong was my fault. Then… one day, I realised something. That it wasn’t my fault. It wasn’t my problem. You chose to act that way, not me. I was willing to keep the promise we’d made but obviously it was too much for you to handle because you just cared about yourself. Silly me for thinking I could trust you, eh?

I thought you should know that I’m doing fine these days. Actually, more than fine. I’m doing great! I’ve achieved so much since you’ve been gone. I’m a different girl. I’m finally me – no thanks to you, of course. I guess I owe you a thank you, though. If you hadn’t been the ignorant idiot that hurt me, I don’t think I’d be this strong these days. So, I win.

Hope you’ve grown up and that whoever else makes the mistake to trust you, they don’t get as hurt as I was.

5 thoughts on “Letters Not to be Sent:- Letter one”

  1. Anonymous says:

    Awh this is great! I found it really deep and meaning full. I think it’s good that your expressing your feelings and relieving your anger if you will. I think I shall be tuned in to read more :P- Well that sounds a little morbid but still…
    Will there be one about me? If so remember to let me know and include my user name too instead of Dear You C:
    Much love xx

  2. MissPennArcade says:

    I loved it, so touching, great writing x

  3. Ollys_Direction says:

    Tansi- Hey, don’t be cheeky! haha. Nah, I don’t know yet. The letters I have already are from like christmas to early this year. And I’ve told you already I’m not putting any names in! haha. Keep a look out though cause I might write one about you… or not… who knows? 😉

    Peter Elliott- Yeah they are. The most annoying thing is that I have to face them like everyday. I can’t believe 2 years ago, I was like best friends with them…

  4. Ollys_Direction says:

    And thank you 🙂 x

  5. Ollys_Direction says:

    @TheRealJaneDoe Ah yeah, it’s great, isn’t it? I can’t remember what gave me the idea to do it but I just started it about roughly christmas time I believe because I was so wound up about a situation so I scribbled down my feelings on some paper and then I just started doing it whenever I felt the need to. There are a few that I won’t be uploading because they’re inappropriate. Mainly because I’ve gone into too much detail or because I’ve been a bit too mouthy in the letter.

    @Peter Elliott Nah, I wouldn’t write one that was related to someone who uses Wicid. Besides, all of the letters (so far) that I’ve written have been from a few months ago. This one was written towards the end of last year.

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